Carl Lewandowski
College of Arts and Sciences, Loyola University Chicago
“He lived with a wife, a fellow slave whose name in Greek would have been Kyno, or bitch, but it was Spako in the Median language, for the Medes call a kyno a spako.”
— Herodotus, translated by Andrea L. Purvis
I mean, imagine your name got mediated
and modified; commodified; de-Mede-ified:
Herodotus spelled it “Spako”
(but that’s my letters—not his, not yours)
and only after glossing it over with “Kyno.”
Now Purvis puts you down as “bitch.”
Imagine people thinking your name meant
and so could be exchanged for
something no one ever called you.
Imagine that, come all these thousands years
and miles to haunt some stupid shitty teens
in these the dog days of their horror movie summer,
and you don’t even know what shape to trace on the Ouija board.
Name only legible as insult anymore, “bitch” a ship
gone Argo several times over
since it first seemed yours,
a name maybe only ever legible
as insult anyway. But it’s whatever. Since
all these goons have got their grubby little paws
already all over the only medium
you have left
to speak with (Tongue long gone dust again.
anyway. Or never even up from dust.)
Might as well
spit the name
we gave back
into our smug little faces.
Or maybe she could make the loss
of however she was actually
called into something like her
stillborn son
from whom her love
displaced
made Cyrus great. But then I guess Cyrus left her too later on,
and she did not name him Cyrus, but something else we also lost.